gina1988

06:12 pm - I'm going to heaven!

Current Mood: bored

06:05 pm

I am really bored of the same old shit..I do the same things every single day..it's boring

06:34 pm - hey

grrrr I don't think I'm going to Mexico!..damn it

06:54 pm

Everything has being fine I think..I did my speech today..it went ok.
We're singing at the honors night tomorrow..uhh I don't wanna go.
I talked to rafo yesterday..he's doing fine..g2g too tired

Current Mood: blah

07:07 pm - Anything for you! <3

Anything for you
Though you’re not here
Since you said we’re through
It seems like years
Time keeps draggin on and on
And forever’s been and gone
Still I can’t figure what went wrong

I’d still do anything for you
I’ll play your game
You hurt me through and through
But you can have your way

I can pretend each time I see you
That I don’t care and I don’t need you
And though you’ll never see me cryin’
You know inside I feel like dying
And I’d do anything for you
In spite of it all
I’ve learned so much from you
You made me strong
But don’t you ever think that I don’t love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don’t work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

I hope you find somone to please you
Somone who’ll care and never leave you
But if that someone ever hurts you
You just might need a friend to turn to

And I’d do anything for you
I’ll give you up
If that’s what I should do
To make you happy

I can pretend each time I see you
That I don’t care and I don’t need you
And though inside I feel like dying
You know you’ll never see me crying

Don’t you ever think that I don’t love you
That for one minute I forgot you
But sometimes things don’t work out right
And you just have to say goodbye

Current Mood: weird

06:54 pm - ME MYSELF AND I

A LITTLE ABOUT YOU:
sign: Aquarious

age: 17

sex: female

school: SHS


glasses/contacts: glasses

braces: no way!

fat/skinny: hmmm middle??

tall/short: short :(

do you like ketchup: NO

do you like mustard: NO

do you like mayonnaise: NO

do you like pickles: NO

do you like boys or girls: BOYS!!!

do you like pickle relish: NO

do you like chicken: OH YES

do you like spinach: SOMETIMES

do you like school: NOPE

do you like pokemon: NAH UH

do you talk to voices in your head: HAHA NO


do they tell you to do stuff: NO

do you listen: IT DEPENDS

how often do you talk on the phone: ALMOST EVERYDAY


how often do you surf the web: EVERYDAY

how often do you hang out with friends: OFTEN ENOUGH

do you have a bf/gf: YES?!?!

have you ever loved anyone: YES

have you ever made-out with someone: MY GODNESS YESSSSSS!

how often do you shower: EVERYDAY!

which group do you hang out with at school: ALL MY FRIENDS

do you get good grades: SURE

do you always get in trouble: AT HOME YEAH.

do you get along with your parents: MOST OF THE TIME

are you gonna go to college: YES

who is your best girl friend: CRYSTAL

who do you talk to the most on the phone: CRYSTAL

who do you talk to the most on the net: RAFO

do you like gold or silver jewelry: SILVER


have you ever prank called a 1-800 number: HAHA NO

what are you most afraid of: DEATH, BAD GRADES, SPEECHES, BROKEN HEART, RUMORS, DOLLS AND SPIDERS

are you weird: I DONT THINK SO

how long does it take you to get ready for school: LIKE 45 MINUTES

do you like coffee: NOPE

what is the longest you have went out with someone: A YEAR?? I THINK


do you regret it: NO WAY!

WHERE?
do you want to live? MEXICO (IT KICKS ASS)

is the most fun place to go? MEXICO

do you want to go heaven or hell? HEAVEN OF COURSE

do you want to get married? YES

WHAT...
Do you like to do? TALK TO MY BOO, LOOK AT MY BOO, HANG OUT WITH FRIENDS, SING!!, MAKE OUT..OH YEAH!

friend is always there? RAFO

relative sends you the most money for Christmas? NANNY

do you want to be when you grow up? SINGER

do you want your wife's name to be? EW I WANT A HUSBY NOT A WIFE

is your favorite sport? TRACK, AND CHEERLEADING

HAVE YOU IN THE LAST 24HRS...
Cried? YES

gotten in major trouble? NAW

cut your hair? NO

ate a meal? YES

hugged someone? YES

kissed someone? YES

made a new friend? YES

lost something? OH YES!..MY EAR RING!!!!!!

HAVE YOU EVER...
Been so drunk you passed out? NO

gone out in public in your pajamas? YES

had an imaginary friend? HAHA NO

cried during a chick flick? YES

owned a new kids on the block cd? YES! HAHAHA

gotten in a car accident? YES

liked someone so much you cried? YES

cussed when your parents were around? YUP

made faces in the mirror? OMG EVERYDAY!

spent more than one hour on your hair? HAHA YEAH

watched a scary movie and couldn’t sleep all night? YES

gone caroling? NO I WOULD LIKE TO IN THE FUTURE

MOVIES…
what is the funniest movie you have ever seen? WHITE CHICKS!

what is the stupidest movie? NAPOLEON DYNAMITE

which movie could you watch over and over? LION KING, MULAN, BUTTERFLY EFFECT, SHREK 1 AND 2

what was the last movie you saw? I DUNNO

who do you go to the movies with? MY MOM, CRYSTAL

what movie made you cry the most? PASSION OF THE CHRIST

did you like titanic? I LIKED LEONARDO!!!

if you were stranded on an island…


who would you take? MY MAN!!, FOOD, CONDOMS..HAHAHA J/K. WATER.

who would you take if you only had two people you could bring? RAFO AND ME

what three things would you bring? CELL PHONE, TAMPONS, LIPSTICK,

what island would you want to be stranded on? FIJI

what animal would you kill for food? CHICKEN?


would you write on the sand “help!”? NO I WOULD WRITE 1 MORE DAY OF SEX!..HAHA

would you panic or relax? RELAX THEN PANIC AFTER A WHILE

WOULD YOU EVER...
Jump out of a plane? YES, IT'LL BE SUCH A COOL EXPERIENCE

kiss your best guy friend? YES (RAFO)

go bungee jumping? HELL YEAH

stay in your room for a whole day? HMM YEAH MAYBE

go in the snow without clothes? UHH MAYBE
skinny dip? YES

drink salt water? SURE

touch road kill? NO

smile at your worst enemy? HAHA YES..I LIKE TO PISSED THEM OFF

go to Reno to get married? NO

bring shorts to Minnesota? SURE

have a make-out party? OH YES I WOULD LOVE IT

throw a party without your parents? HELL YEAH

go to a foreign country? YUP THEY'RE THE BEST

fly a plane? NO

WHO.....
If you died tomorrow who would you leave everything you own to? MY FAMILY

who is the one person that you could stand spending a straight 24 hours with and not get the slightest bit annoyed with? RAFO

if you woke up one morning and noticed that your leg was missing who would be the first person you would call? MY MOMMY

what if you woke up tomorrow and you were someone else completely, who would you be? CHRISTINA AGUILERA!!!..HOT AND GREAT VOICE

WHAT......
What would be the first thing you would do if you woke up one morning and you were the opposite sex? LOOK DOWN MY PANTS

if you could change one thing about yourself, what would you change?BE SKINNIER

what is the one thing you just have to do before you die? SPEND A DAY WITH MY BABY.

what is the thing you care about most in your life? FAMILY AND FRIENDS

Winter or summer? SUMMA

The beach or the mountains? BEACH

pop or punk? POP

rock or rap? BOTH?

new york or l.A.? MAYBE L.A

milk chocolate or dark chocolate? EW GROSS

dogs or cats? CATS

country or classical? BOTH

day or night? BOTH..BUT NIGHT IS SEXY!!! WINK WINK

lake or ocean? OCEAN

waffles or pancakes? PANCAKES

soccer or football? FOOTBALL

chocolate or vanilla? VANILLA

sugar or spice? SPICE

RANDOM....
If you could be in any movie as the lead role what movie would it be? CATWOMAN..HAHAHAHA

if you could design your perfect mate what would he look like and be like? A TOUCH OF MY BOYFRIEND, JESSE MCCARTNEY, PRINCE WILLIAMS, SAM TORRES, JOSH PALMER, AND BRAD...OMG DAMN HOT!

have you ever.....
Fallen in front of someone you thought to be quite good looking? HAHA YES

run into a wall? YUP

snuck out of the house at night? NO


aughed so hard that what you were drinking spewed out your nose? HAHA THAT ONE TIME IN MEXICO..I DID..IT WAS HOT..LOL


started laughing really hard so you just spit out what you had in your mouth cause you couldn't swallow? YES

swallow a bug? EWWWWW YES!

have you ever actually kept a new year's resolution? I GUESS
~*~*WOULD YOU EVER*~*~
eat bugs purposely? NO

commit a crime? NO

change your religion? NO

lie to your parents? YES

jump over a waterfall? NO

go out at night dressed in something like a black trench coat and sunglasses? YEAH

~*~*HAVE YOU EVER*~*~
have your life threatened? NO

stayed up until the morning light talking online? NO

made people give you really weird glances? YES

read a Shakespeare play? YEAH

talked in your sleep? HAHAHA YES

what did you say? I DONT REMEMBER BUT PPL SAY I DO

**LOVE/LIKE**
who do u like: MY BOO!

have you ever kissed them: YES

do you wanna kiss them: EVERYTIME

did u like this survey: UMM SURE

how long did it take: LIKE 30 MINUTES

Current Mood: lazy

06:27 pm - whoo hoo!

I won!!.Most friendliest person of speech class!..haha awww I can't believe they voted for me1..that's cute. I talked to My lovely Rafo last night I didnt talk much with him though cause I got home late from my bro's baseball game( which he won) and we went to chilli's so I was tired. Everything seems to be fine though. I can't wait till summer. g2g tho cause i need to do stuff. bye

05:36 pm

everything is fine..

04:53 pm - It's not about keeping your promises,it's about following your heart

Well I talked to Rafo last night. He said he likes me etc..and we decided we are going to try the things out and go out. But I noticed he wasnt sure about it. Then i checked my email this morning and I had an email from my lovely hot boyfriend. And guess wut he told me- that he cant believe I like him that much because i have lots of guy friends. and he never thought I think so much about him and he goes- I think about you but not as much as u think about me..and when he thinks about me he thinks about his past and he sees me as someone he lost and could never have. And he's not sure about our relationship. which it make me think and now I regret it. I don't know if we should try to go out and see what happens. pretty much is like we're just friend with benefits which I dont like this. It make me think that he doesnt feels the same way..he just thinks im hot and that's it..I dunno I'm confused. omg I don't know what to do..Why is he the one I love?..it's not fair. I had him and then I lost him. I hope things work out, if it doesnt..I'll be heartbroken. I love Rafo so much..is just he doesnt loves me as I do. I feel horrible.

Current Mood: disappointed

09:36 pm - I keep on fallin for you!

OMG I CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT RAFO ALL DAY LONG..BUT ANYWAYZ I CLEANED MY ROOM!!..YAY..I DIDNT FINISH IT THO. I'll DO IT 2MORROW. WELL I DECIDED TO TELL MY AUNT INSTEAD OF BEING 50 DOLLARS FOR BET..IT SHOULD BE $20 CAUSE I CANT PAY THAT MUCH IF SHE WINS. PLUS I CANT BE IN A REALLY HARD DIET CAUSE OF MY ANEMIA. SO I HOPE SHE DOESNT GET MAD CAUSE I CHANGED MY MIND. OMG I CAN'T WAIT TILL MEXICO TRIP BY MYSELF BABY..YEAH!!!!!. I HOPE I CAN GO..I HAVE FAITH!..OMG IT'LL BE SO MUCH FUN. NO PARENTS, RAFO, ME, AND HOT WEATHER..YES!!!!!!.I BEING THINKING ABOUT WRITING A SONG..I HAVE IT RIGHT IN MY HEAD..I WILL SAY- tell me what you give me baby..cause i cant get you out of my heart, tell me what is this feeling, cause you are a part of my life..cause i keep fallin for you baby, i can't get you out of my mind. HMMM IT SOUNDS SO ROMANTIC..HAHAHA...I'LL FINISH IT LATER..BYE BYE

Current Mood: loved

08:14 pm - hahaha

OMFG!! HAHAHA WELL I TOLD MY DAD MY PLAN ABPUT SUMMER...I TOLD HIM I'LL PAY MY TICKET TO GO TO MEXICO..AND SINCE I MIGHT GO BY MYSELF, MY PARENTS HAVE ME A SEX TALK...HAHAHA OMG I WAS SO EMBARRESED..HEHE..I'M HAPPY. I HOPE I GO THERE AND SEE EVERYONE SPECIALLY RAFO..hehe..I GOT TO CLEAN MY DAMN ROOM AND PAINT IT THIS WEEKEND..SOUNDS LIKE FUN..NOT.LOL G2G BYE

Current Mood: crazy

06:01 pm

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05:52 pm

OMG I EMAILED RAFO AND I TOLD HIM EXACTLY HOW I FEEL. I told him that i love him and i would like to date him if i go over there during summer. I am so scared tho. I dunno what he'll say. I regret i did that now...everything else is fine. Bye

06:02 pm - I cant live w/o u I can't breath w/o..

Rafo has a car now!!..hot!. We will go for a ride..omg can't wait till summer..I was baby sitting all day yesterday..2 houses baby..yeah..lol. uhhh school is getting more boring but we only have less than 30 days lefy..YES!.HEHE.bye

04:37 pm

height - 5'2
. location - Livonia, MI
. hair color - Brown
. eye color - Brown
. what do you think of cheerleading - It's fun i was one for 2 years.
. what brand of deodorant do you use - Dove ot the purple one
. of the people you've kissed, who was the worst kisser - my ex Jon
. do you like pickles - it depends on who
. do you watch porn - hmmm
. Do you have any pets - A cat named Pip
. your thoughts on abortion - Wrong!!..I wouldnt do it.
. do you like Britney Spears - Sometimes
. what do you want to do with your life - Maybe move to mexico where everything can be so nice or maybe somewhere far. and marry Rafo..hehe
. ever been butt naked bangin' on the bathroom floor - naw
. would you ever get plastic surgery, if so, on what - naw, I would get less boobs though
. biggest redneck you know - someone I cant stand. no names tho. he's an immature stupid ass
. do you think foreign accents are sexy - i hate the american accent hahaha j/k. I love british accent.
. do you like hot dogs - no
. last time you went to the doctor - dont remember..I remember I got a blood test tho
. ever taken ballet - I took Jazz..
. last time you used the restroom - like 30 minutes ago..
. most attractive person you know - there's too many.

piercings = 2
tattoos = 0
shoe size = 8 1/2
favorite color = pink
describe yourself in four words = honest, friendly, outgoing, kind
siblings = Ivan
underwear = black
coffee cup = ...

laaast....
cd you listened to = none
person you called = Crystal
person that has called you =Crystal
person you emailed = Rafo
person who emailed you =Rafo
person you kissed = I would kill for one kiss of Rafo right now.

you have a bf or gf = naw
you have a crush on someone =yup
you wish you could live somewhere else = hell yeah..I would move right now
you think about suicide = I have..but I won't do it..no way.
others find you attractive = Maybe
you do drugs = no way!
you smoke = ..naw
you like roller coasters = yes
you write in cursive or print = Print
long distance relationships = I experienced that before..DONT DO IT!!
using someone = NO
suicide = It's hurtful and selfish
killing people = Sometimes I feel like doing it..hahaha j/k
doing drugs = What's the point, if you do drugs it means you're too immature to face your problems.
premarital sex = whatever

do you....
like the taste of blood = ewww
believe in love = yes
believe in soul mates = umm sure
believe in love at first sight = Oh yeah.
believe in god = Yes
ever cried over a girl/boy = Oh man.....yup
ever lied to someone = Yes..who doesnt?
ever been arrested = No
ever dated anyone who's in your lj friends list = not really
ever considered dating anyone else on your lj friends list = not really
ever kissed anyone on your lj friends list = ...
ever been in a fist fight =Nope

what...
are you scared of = death, druggy people, get hurt, to get in love with someone that will hate me.
what are you like in relationships = I get so into it.

number...
of times I have been in love? = once for the past 6 years and I still being.
of times I have had my heart broken? = oh man..
of hearts I have broken? = I think 2
of boys I have kissed? = 5?
of boys I've slept with? = none
of continents I have lived on? = is Mexico a continent?
of drugs taken illegally? = 0
of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends?
only two of em'
::What's the best gift you've ever received?:: I dunno.
::What's the best concert you've ever attended?:: Ricky Martin's..hot!!
::If you had to give up either music or sex for the rest of your life, which would you pick?:: oh god it's hard to pick..
::What's your favorite bad-for-you food?:: fries!!
::What rockstar would you be a permanent groupie for, no questions asked?:: hmmm..
::If you could lose (or get back to re-lose) your virginity to any person living or dead, who would it be?:: Rafo!..Prince Williams..hehe
::Are you a dog person or a cat person?:: Cat
::What's your favorite US city?:: Las Vegas
::Hav you ever made out with more than one person in the same 24 hour period?:: No
::Favorite curse word?: damn it
::Have you ever had a romantic/sexual encounter with a rock star?:: I wish
::What's the craziest/stupidest thing you've ever done while drunk?:: ...
::What current trend do you think is ridiculous and wish would go away immediately?:: hmmmm

HAVE YOU EVER...
[Said "I love you" and meant it?] Yes
[Been to New York?] Yes
[Been to Florida?] Yes
[California?] Yes
[Hawaii?] No
[Mexico?] yes
[China? Japan?] no
[Canada?] Yup
[Danced nekkid?] hehe yup

EITHER OR...
[Apples or bananas?] apples
[Red or blue?] blue
[WalMart or Target?] Target
[Math or English?] None
[High school or college?] College

Future
[do you want to get married] Yup
[if so, what age would you like to be married] over 20's
[who will you marry] maybe Rafo...oh man I love that guy
[what do you want to do when you grow up] kick ass!!!

Current Mood: frustrated

04:10 pm

My weekend was fine. aaaaaaaaah being in a diet is harder than being in skool..hehe.
Rafo hasnt write me...is it that he's maybe mad at me...I didnt do anything to him tho. I dunno..g2g.bye

Current Mood: indescribable

04:40 pm

I AM ON A DIET.....YES!!!.ME AND MY AUNT MADE A BET: THE ONE THAT LOSES MORE WEIGHT WILL GET 50 BUCKS FROM THE OTHER ONE. I GONNA WIN!. I WANNA LOSE AT LEAST 20 LBS. I'M SO FAT!..HEHE
I DIDNT HAVE SKOOL TODAY WHICH IS GREAT!. LOL.
CHRIS TOLD ME HE HAS A GIRLFRIEND..GOOD FOR YOU CHRIS!!. AWWW THATS CUTE.
WELL GOTTA GO. BUH BYE

Current Mood: cheerful

07:35 pm - hmmm

My speech went ok..thank god, I was gonna frak out. I got there at 6:30 cause I had a big ass basket full of stuff i was gonna need..and Ms. Tanner wasnt there I was freking out, but then Mr. Richters opened the door for me and that just made my dad...lol he's hot for a teacher..hehe. Mr. Tanner didnt go to skool her baby is sick..awww I felt bad.
Everything else stills fine. I'm just worry about next year. I have to make that class up...I'll die if I dont graduate..but I think I will I mean my grades arent bad anymore.
I being worried about lots of things. Summer, skool, friends, MY WEIGHT, etc..is stessing me out..aaaaaaaaah wut do i do?/.. 911!!. bye

Current Mood: depressed

07:48 pm - omg

OH SHIT!..SOMETHING WEIRD HAPPENED. SOMEONE'S S/N APPEARED ON MY BUDDY LIST, BUT THE THING IS THAT I DONT HACE A CLUE WHO IT IS.. AND WHEN HE OR SHE GOT ON I IMED AND ASKED WHO IT WAS..THEY SAID IT WAS BRAD'S FRIEND!!..HHHM I WONDER IF IT'S BRAD STONER..THAT'S THE ONLY BRAD I KNOW. BUT HOW THE HELL WOULD HIS FRIEND GET MY S/N?..I GAVE IT TO BRAD ONCE THOUGH AND IT WAS LOOOONG TIME AGO..HMMM. bUT i NEVER THOUGHT HE WOULD PUT ME ON HIS BUDDY LIST HE DIDNT HAVE AN IDEA WHO I WAS. I HATE WHEN PPL DO THIS. IT MIGHT BE SOME KIND OF JOKE BUT THAT'S STUPID..AND IF IT BRAD IT'S MORE STUPID BECAUSE THAT MEANS HE DOESNT HAVE THE BALLS ENOUGH TO SAY IT IS HIM..BUT HIS FRIEND??..WUT FRIEND???..GRRRR. AND THAT GUY OR GIRL KEEPS GETTING ON AND OFF AND WONT TELL ME THEIR NAME. I'M ASKING MY FRIEND DEREK WHO IS FRIEND'S WITH BRAD TOO. HE'LL PROBABLY KNOW..I'LL FIND OUT..
AND WELL IM DOING MY SPEECH TOMORROW AND IM KINDA NERVOUS..I HOPE IT GOES FINE. EVERYTHING IN SKOOL IS BORING. CANT WAIT TILL SUMMER. LOL.G2G BUH BYE

Current Mood: curious

03:15 pm

THERE'S ONLY ONE WORD THAT DESCRIBES MY LIFE:

boring!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: bored